Sure, I can do that!

"April, would you lead us in prayer to close the meeting?"
"Uh, ok." I said timidly, beginning to pray a prayer that was a little befuddled if you ask me.
I'm not a timid person, and I don't usually get nervous when asked to pray.

In fact my brunch girlfriends always insist that I do it. I don't mind. I love doing so. However tonight when the committee head of our 75th anniversary committee asked me to, I was taken aback.

I hadn't probably attended a meeting in about a month, and in truth I didn't want to attend tonight's. I was moody and not feeling energetic at all.

But knowing that a newsletter would have to go out tomorrow, I knew it was important that I go so that I made sure to find out what needed to go into the newsletter.

A pleasant surprise that came out of the meeting was when I told them I hadn't RSVP'd for the Fall dinner because I didn't have the money. The woman in charge of securing the meeting location and logistics, quickly responded "you're going."

They didn't mind giving me a complimentary ticket at all. I was so embarrassed to have to ask, but as soon as I said I'd been unemployed for a year and just didn't have the money, they quickly made it clear that they wanted me there.

"You've done so much to help the planning." My sister in Christ Susan told me, speaking of the mementos I designed and ordered and the biweekly newsletter that I write and send. She made me feel like I had done more than I felt I had. Admittingly though, there have been times I felt like I was working a regular job, but I've enjoyed it a lot. My ADD has just made me a bit crazy at times having to attend the meetings.

It was good to know that they have truly appreciated me and the time I have put into planning for the church's 75th anniversary.  There had been times I've felt many of my ideas have been shut down and that I wasn't appreciated. It's an experience I'm looking forward to seeing the end when we celebrate the anniversary in October at our formal dinner. Just goes to show, when you see things through, God will see you through  - obstacles and all.

Ahhh...Christmas in the Snow

I'm so grateful not to be sick anymore that I'm going to be adventurous and head out and take a bus to do a little staple shopping and some Christmas shopping. It's a week before Christmas, and while it will be the first Christmas without my father, I'm really grateful that I have a close-knit family that has gotten one another through the sadness. And my dad was so full of life, he wouldn't want us to be anything but joyful. He was really wonderful, and he didn't even really care about receiving presents for himself. I can remember Christmases as a child where he got so much joy from seeing us all unwrap out presents, he would take so many photos that you would think he was a professional photographer. And he usually was the last to open his gifts. I really miss him, and I can't stress enough how one should cherish every moment they have with loved ones. Especially around this time of year.

So I want to wish everyone a very happy and safe holiday, and encourage everyone to think about starting a new tradition with your family this year. My mother is taking my niece to The Nutcracker because she is a budding dancer and singer, and I'm sure it will turn into an annual event. I myself am going to a Christmas Eve by candlelight service at the church I've been attending, Groveton Baptist on Rt. 1. I attended their Christmas Eve service about four years ago and it was the most beautiful service of any kind that I've ever been too.

Sometimes we get so caught up in all the shopping madness, we forget that this holiday is about celebrating Christ's birth, and giving HIM the glory. It's also about being with family. I myself plan to make Christmas Eve service a tradition for myself, and hopefully some of my family. I would love to see some of my friends there too.

Groveton Baptist is a very diverse church that welcomes all. Their mission is "to love people into the Kingdom of God" and that's exactly what they do. I hadn't planned to make this post an endorsement of the church, only an endorsement of celebrating Christmas for it's true origin, but this church truly celebrates Christmas the way it should be celebrated, that I believe it's worthy of the endorsement. If you want to really see what the true spirit of Christmas is, this service is not to be missed. It will be held at 7pm, on Christmas Eve, Dec. 24th at 6511 Richmond Hwy/Route 1. The church is on Facebook and its website is http://www.grovetonbaptistchurch.org/

So again, I wish everyone a safe and happy holiday and encourage everyone to focus on not what difficulties are going on in your life, but on the blessings. Because when I sit down and really think about all I have to be thankful for, I realize I'm truly blessed. Here of some of the things I can think of off the top of my head:

1. A roof over my head and food to eat. Take a walk down to Foggy Bottom or Old Town even. You'll see plenty of homeless people that show you how blessed you are.
2. With the exception of my father, all of my immediate family are living and breathing and healthy. That's 3 sisters, 1 brother, and more than 18 nieces and grand nieces and nephews who bring me tons of joy.
3. I'm in great health (despite my uterine fibroid the size of a grapefruit).
4. I have amazing friends who have helped me through death, breakups, unemployment and more. I'd be in the crazy house without them and my family.
5. Freelance clients that pay my bills when I'm not working a professional contract. These have been like manna from Heaven on months when no temp work is available.

These are only a few things, but they are the things that get me up in the morning. Make your own list and tape it to your fridge. Then when you are having a crappy day, read it and remember things arn't so bad after all. And if it's an extra crappy day and the list doesn't help, meditate on Philippians 4:13 which says "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." It has always helped me get through the tough times.

Peace and Blessings,

April Crews